I Am Not Her Anymore
I am not her any more
Sometimes I miss her –
I catch a glimpse of her –
I even hear her –
But I am not her anymore
Sometimes I wonder what she would say –
What she would do –
What she would dream –
But I am not her anymore
Sometimes I think about the places she went –
The people she loved –
The things she did –
But I am not her anymore
Sometimes I remember her crying all alone –
Her being bound and gagged –
Her living in terror and horror –
But I am not her anymore
Sometimes I think about her meeting you –
And I thank God –
You let her become me.